Super Duper to the Hooray.

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The Saddest Thing

Wow, I just read my health notebook from like a year or two ago. Man, I was so mativated back in the day. Now? Man where did my soul go?
well here goes to the question "What is the saddest thing you've ever felt/heard of?"

"Journal Entry: December 5.
The saddest thing I have ever heard,
Honestly, I don't know. I have felt pain, and sadness when my cousin died on December 18, 2003 (age 26) but that is my personal sadness. It would be selfish of me if I just said it was The Saddest Thing because it's not.
We mourn death because we are afraid. Afraid of us dying, and sad because we miss them. So we cry for ourselves. Not necessarily for the person who died because when you're dead, you're not in pain. You're just dead. I don't know what happens when you are dead, I haven't died yet. So I guess the saddest thing I've ever heard was living life to the fullest I guess. Everyone now lives just because they are obliged to, not because they are eager. And I realize that it's really sad that people only really realize that life needs to be lived, not just maintained, when they get near death, or when the possibility to actually live gets taken away. Like wheb someone gets cancer, AIDS, and car crashes and get paralized or something, then they try to show people that life shouldn't be taken for granted because it can be taken so easily, whether it is forced upon oneself, or brought to.
I guess that's the saddest thing."

damn. What the fuck happened.
Turns out I was much deeper then than I am now. That's really fucking sad.

>Guz.

6:50 p.m. - 2006-05-14

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