Super Duper to the Hooray.

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Dr. Everything

So I haven't written in a while.
School work piles up, it's amazing how one assumes they will feel accomplished once they actually to his work, yet once he does it, a million more assignments come up and the accomplished feeling goes away.

My soulmate came to visit me (all the way from Virginia) on Friday, and stayed until today (around 11). I am quite sad, and I almost feel like going to sleep and taking a nap that lasts forever, and perhaps relieve some of my emotional frustrations.

Laborious schoolwork does not allow me; am I serious about taking the task of becoming a scholar?
What exactly would Academia expect of me in order to become "accomplished"?
Should I care? Intellectuals (presumably westernized) say yes.

As much as I enjoy to "expand my mind", it just seems curious that I am pressured to feel uncomfortable if I am not pre-med, or if I am not reaching for a PhD.

I just feel like eloping and getting away from the world, while still being an [not "institutionalized"] [unofficial] scholar.

>me.

8:20 p.m. - 2008-03-19

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Shabby

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